perpisahan ini membunuhku!

tubuh ini merintih, merindu hangatmu
tersedu menyedan, mengingat aroma tubuhmu
jiwa ini merintih, merindu damaimu
tersedu menyedan, mengingat lembut buaimu

perpisahan ini [nyaris] membunuhku!
bagai hitam kelam kutukan Aphrodite;

..... yang terhapuskan!
ketika kudengar suara yakinmu
ketika kurasa kekuatan tekadmu

laksana Eros bersatu dengan Psyche'nya
penyatuan diri kita adalah nyata, kekasih

mauku, maumu
do'aku, do'amu
maka, bertemulah!

kupukupu berterbangan dalam tubuhku
bungabunga mewangi dalam hatiku
aliran air menyejukkan jiwaku

kamu;
ciptakan taman firdaus..
dalam aku

Ku memimpikan bahagia saat kujalani sebuah kebahagiaan

Kebahagiaan penuh duri yang menancap dalam dalam hati

Hati yang menangiskan tawa tertawa dengan tangis

Tangis nan merdu menyayat merintih lelah

Lelah melangkah tak ingin berhenti

Berhenti mencaci maki hujat cinta

Cinta yang hangat merengkuh kuat

Kuat tekad berharap impian

Impian bahagia selamanya

Selamanya bermimpi

Bermimpi

I asked Allah to take away my habit. Allah said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.
I asked Allah to make my handicapped child whole. Allah said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary
I asked Allah to grant me patience. Allah said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked Allah to give me happiness. Allah said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.
I asked Allah to spare me pain. Allah said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly caresand brings you closer to me.
I asked Allah to make my spirit grow. Allah said, No. You must grow on your own! ,but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life. Allah said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

For all the negative things we have to say to selves Allah has a positive answer for it.

You say: "It's impossible" Allah says: All things are possible

You say: "I'm too tired" Allah says: I will give you rest

You say: "I can't go on" Allah says: My grace is sufficient

You say: "I can't figure things out" Allah says: I will direct your steps

You say: "I can't do it" Allah says: You can do all things

You say: "I'm not able" Allah says: I am able

You say: "It's not worth it" Allah says: It will be worth it

You say: "I can't forgive myself" Allah says: I FORGIVE YOU

You say: "I can't manage" Allah says: I will supply all your needs

You say: "I'm afraid" Allah says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" Allah says: Cast all your cares on ME

You say: "I don't have enough faith" Allah says: I've given everyone a measure of faith

You say: "I'm not smart enough" Allah says: I give you wisdom

You say: "I feel all alone" Allah says: I will never leave you or forsake you

You say: "Nobody really loves me" Allah says: I love you

May Allah Be Pleased With all muslims Ameen.

I love each and every muslim for the Pleasure of Allah

"It is in rememberance of Allah that the heart finds peace"

Betapa rakus dirimu,
ketika kau tempati seluruh ruang ingatanku.

Betapa rakus dirimu,
saat kau nikmati seluruh rinduku.

Apa yang kau sisakan untukku?!??!

Royal Children Hospital

8 Oktober 2006

Aradea Pasha Prasetyo [7 minggu]

Pasha...
Tawa dan kebahagiaan menjadikan hidup berharga;
Tangis dan kesedihan mengingatkan akan kemanusiaan kita.

Anakku...
Syukuri setiap tawa dan tangismu;
jalani keduanya dengan kepasrahan dan pendekatan diri pada Tuhanmu;
niscaya lapanglah jalanmu dan ringanlah langkahmu.

Pasha, anakku...
dirimu adalah anugerah terindah bagi bapak dan ibu;
juga bagi semua yang mencintaimu.
Berjuang sayang, karna kami kan selalu membantumu..
dalam setiap do'a, terpanjat permohonan akan yang terbaik bagimu.

Prayer means we are talking to God;
then...
Intuition means God is talking to us.